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it's like he knows

it's like he knows if i get in bed. first i nurse him for like 1/2 an hour. then i spend another 15 minutes trying to get aaaaallllll the burps out of him. then i spend another 10 minutes rocking him. when i finally get up the nerve to try to transfer him to his bed, he some how goes from being totally zonked to wide awake. that's good, right? you are suppose to put them down when they are awake, right? then you are suppose to spend the next 25 minutes holding a binky in and singing "nephi's courage" over and over and over again, ya? then i sneak out carefully placing my feed on the 4 places that don't squeak.
if i get in bed, he wakes up.
if i sit here on the couch, he at least won't cry.
how does he know?
how do babies know?

where is this kind of sleep at 4 am?